​I F*cked up

I fucked up 
I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I’m sorry
I’m not afraid to say
I wish I could take it back but I can’t

I’m so ashamed
You’re in so much pain
I blamed you when things
didn’t go my way

If I didn’t, you’d be here
If I didn’t fight back I’d have no fear
If I took another path
things would be so different
but they’re not

I could have just kept my
big mouth closed
I could have just done
what I was told
Maybe I should have
turned silver into gold
But in front of you I was cold

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I’m sorry
I’m not afraid to say
I wish I could take it back but I can’t

I thought we had it all
You brought out the best in me
And somehow I destroyed the perfect dream
I thought we were indestructible
I never imagined we could fall
You wanna know how to make God laugh !?
Tell him your plans !!

We coulda bought a house
with a swimming pool
Filled it up with walls it would be so cool
Coulda gone riding stallions
in the country sides
With a bag of great things,
kissing eye to eye
We coulda toured the world in a private jet
Run naked on the beach all soaking wet
We coulda climbed a mountain,
seen a perfect sunrise
Written our names across the sky
We coulda gotten drunk and driven on the autobahn
We coulda gotten ourselves arrested
and sort them out
We coulda lived like crazy til the days we die
Instead I made you cry

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I’m sorry
Je suis désolé
I wish I could take it back but I can’t

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I’m sorry
I’m not ashamed to say
I wish I could have you back maybe one day
Or not